I Am Supergirl 2.0

I used to be the girl that juggled 17 credits per semester while working two jobs and commuting…and ended up making Dean’s List.

I used to be the girl that could pull 3 all-nighters in a row, pass all her midterms and still manage to go to work.

I used to be the girl that could do it all.

Now, I can barely pull a SINGLE all-nighter and I’m a zombie the next day.  I thought I could manage four classes since they’re all online while working full-time and still manage to work out and have a life. I mean, my commute is shorter, my hours aren’t past 5 PM and come on, I have DVR & Hulu so I don’t even have to watch my shows.

As I came to the startling realization yesterday that I can’t do it all, I had a mini-breakdown. It’s not that I was smarter back then nor was I that fantastic at time management…so why can’t I do it all now?

Then, as my boyfriend held me in his arms as I tried to calm myself down, I realized that I am still Supergirl. I have just adjusted my powers.

I am now living on my own in Washington, DC.

I am working at a job that demands a lot more of my time during the day.

I am in a healthy relationship with a wonderful man.

I have friends that whose company I enjoy immensely.

I am working on establishing a brand as a freelance writer and administrator.

I am working on having a healthy lifestyle that doesn’t consist on surviving the day on 6 shots of espresso.

I am working toward getting my Master’s in Journalism which means my grades matter for my undergrad.

Sure, at this rate, I don’t know when I’ll get my degree. Yes, it is frustrating me that I can’t advance in my professional career because I don’t have that degree, despite my experience. Yes, sometimes I do wish I could do it all.

Then I look at my life.

My priorities remain the same, with a few added on but I’ve realized that being Supergirl doesn’t mean I have to compromise my physical and mental health.

I’m pretty lucky all around. I just have to suck it up and be a little more patient.

That is, until I can figure out how to freeze time.

I am Supergirl 2.0.

Nice to meet you.

18 thoughts on “I Am Supergirl 2.0

    1. I constantly compare myself to others. It’s not easy when all of my friends have gotten their Bachelor’s and some have moved onto grad school but then I remember that my circumstances have always been different.

      Sometimes, I need other people to beat some sense into me.

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  1. I know exactly the feeling, it can be really hard to realize that you can’t do everything that you thought you could. That’s why they call it prioritizing I guess. But it sounds like you’re doing all the right things, so keep it up!
    .-= Mary´s last blog ..Weekend Recap =-.

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    1. I hate prioritizing. With a passion.
      But that’s the way it goes.

      Thanks!

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  2. When I was in my early 20’s I so thought I could do it all, and really I did do it all. Now I know I can’t do it all and I really don’t even want to. As long as I do what is most important to me then I feel accomplished.

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    1. The realization that I’m turning 25 in less than 20 days has been pushing me to come to terms with the fact that I am no longer 18 and have different priorities.

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  3. First off, I started humming the “Superman Theme” as soon as I read this title.

    Second, as I felt swamped for a long while when I started working full time and going to school (along with making time for friends and other things) I can understand the desire to do everything and the need to sometimes take a step back and chill out or burn out.

    Third, if you figure out how to freeze time, I would be highly appreciative if you shared that secret. It could prove…lucrative.

    Fourth, I just read your “About Me” and I have one thing to say. I am so very jealous that your birthday is April Fool’s Day. All I have is Elijah Wood’s birthday and the anniversary of the Challenger explosion. Not exactly jumping for joy either.
    .-= Kendall´s last blog ..Where Do I Go From Here? =-.

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    1. I kind of love my April 1 birthday. It’s like the one thing I have going for me.

      Yeah…the whole “having friends and hanging out with them” part of my life is pretty new to me…I have to actually schedule my life.

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  4. Me too. And I’m convinced this is why I don’t get sick anymore.

    Unless I eat potato chips, of course.

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