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I’m so tired of selfish people. I am SO sick and tired of flaky people. I’m tired of sell-outs, the cop-outs, the games. I’m tired of people who don’t know the meaning of the word “no”. I’m tired of people who take the good things in their life for granted. I’m fucking tired of people using ME for a scapegoat.

Most of all, I’m tired of the selfish. Ohhh those selfish people who throw tantrums and then call ME a bitch when they don’t get their way. I’m tired of being dumped on. I’m sick of crying over the same stupid shit. I’m fucking TIRED of people taking out ALL.OF.THEIR.SHIT ON ME because they think that my life, my dreams and feelings don’t matter.

I’m tired of people who string me along. I’m fucking TIRED.

I’m tired of the tears. I’m tired of trying to balance my life with the fucking wants of everyone else in my life.

I’m tired of the fact that I am doing everything with my own blood and sweat…whether it’s this fucking website or going to school or whatever…and all I’m left with are fucking FLAKES. Fucking people that I can’t count on for ANYTHING because they only want to be around when it’s convenient for THEM.

Fuck you and fuck off. Don’t make me false promises. Don’t give me false fucking hope. Don’t drag me along and then leave ME to be hurt because of YOUR fucking issues.

Ya know, everyone in my life (Well, not the selfish fucking fucks naturally) agrees that 2009 has to be my year.

I don’t even know what that means. Because I’m too busy cleaning up everyone else’s shit to stop and think. Because *I* don’t have a person who I can rely on to support me. I don’t have a rock. And you know, I’m OK with being independent but sometimes, a girl just needs a hug. And I can’t even get a fucking phone call.

I’m just…tired.

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  • pecosa December 27, 2008, 9:30 pm

    I wish I lived closer so I could give you a hug. Actually, you were in my dream last night. I was driving by this gynormous mall and took a detour to say hi because apparently, I knew where you lived. You had to run back inside because the parentals were calling you, but you gave me a hug, we said g’bye and then I started driving again. Weird.

    2009 has to be sooo mcuh better. There’s nowhere left to go but up.

  • lunaticg December 27, 2008, 10:42 pm

    I wish you will have a prosperous 2009 ahead. I am also tired about selfish people.
    See You around friend.

  • LivingWicked December 27, 2008, 11:36 pm

    I am tired of the fucking snobs.

    YOU AREN’T BETTER THAN ME, you fucking dumb cunt. One day, I will make sure that I say it to your face and not in a motherfucking blog comment.

    LivingWicked’s last blog post..Just 5 MotherFucking Minutes.

  • perpstu December 29, 2008, 12:23 pm

    (((HUGS))) We are living the same life and I am tired of all of thosepeople and their shit too!

    I hope 2009 is better for both of us!

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